./.the music with the missing notes.\.
it's her

Name!! Esther
BOD!! 23-09-91
Email!! cape_of_fire@hotmail.com (FB)
wake_hearts@hotmail.com (MSN)
Loves!! God,CHC,UM,N412!!
Likes!! My buddies from church and my kuku's from sch!!

her mind

Excited!! woohoo!!!

her desires

-New bible
-MP3
-Laptop(Vaio)

her loves

---[N412]---
x[N412]x
x[Ang Ren]x
x[Bryan]x
x[Boris]x
x[Celest]x
x[Merilyn]x
x[Philina]x
x[Samantha]x
x[Serene]x
x[Sisca]x
x[Wei Fang]x
x[ZhiYou]x

---[JOL]---
x[PUSH]x
x[Andy]x
x[Anzoe]x
x[Dorigo]x
x[Jia Mei]x
x[Jo]x
x[JOL]x
x[Kai Xin]x
x[Linda]x
x[Margaret]x
x[Nixi]x
x[Rickson]x
x[Samson]x
x[Sherin]x
x[Shireen]x
x[Shu Yun]x
x[Wen Kai]x
x[Vanessa]x
x[Yvette]x

---[USHER]---
x[Bao Ling]x
x[Harvey]x
x[Ivan]x
x[Jace]x
x[Jacqq]x
x[Jolin]x
x[Li Yun]x
x[Lena]x
x[Melvin]x
x[Mei Jing]x
x[Rita]x
x[Sheronica]x
x[Solomon]x
x[Wan Xiu]x
x[Yun Ru]x

---[ITE]---
x[Celeste]x
x[Cheryl]x
x[Denise]x
x[Ekin]x
x[Fian]x
x[Goldie]x
x[Haniz]x
x[Hazira]x
x[Izz]X
x[Rara]x
x[Seri]x
x[Stacy]x
x[Yaya]x
x[Zanne]x

---[CHC]---
x[Pastor Kong]x
x[Benjamin]x
x[Leonard]x
x[Irwin]x

---[OTHERS]---
x[Chong Xin]x
x[Wing]x


credits

designer: FIONA MUI
help with html codings: bleah-
brushes: faketragedy
pange
amnesia
inkblack
base image: www.abbygelfand.com

her rants

  • September 2008
  • October 2008
  • November 2008
  • December 2008
  • January 2009
  • March 2009
  • April 2009
  • May 2009
  • June 2009
  • July 2009
  • August 2009
  • September 2009
  • October 2009



  • Wednesday, October 28, 2009


    went to a new blog!!
    re-link me!!
    http://nottinghamlove.tumblr.com/


    the musical notes which can never be erased...; 8:16 PM

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    Monday, October 26, 2009


    Today is monday...
    not really a perfect day...
    but its quite alright...
    the only thing is just that i have to wake up early just to go to sch and slack for 2hrs...-.-"
    lame right?
    o well...
    hopefully tomorrow will be a great day!! :D:D

    *Never put your expectations too high because you will never know when it will come*


    the musical notes which can never be erased...; 7:59 PM

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    Friday, October 23, 2009


    Day check...
    Its FRIDAY!!! :D:D


    finally its the weekend!!
    been waiting for it since don't know when.
    haha. 
    been a really hectic week cause of work everyday.
    This is my schedule for this week:


    Mon- Had Teambuilding for a Japan group at Sentosa
    super tired cause after that went to sch for classes.
    Tues- Launch of Social Enterprise week & after that was yvette's b'day!! (BTW happy belated b'day yvette)
    Super tired also cause i went there after sch.
    Didn't even know how to go there at first too... haha
    Wed- Starhub Customer Service Week
    Rush there after sch...
    Super hot there la... 
    and i went home with a present... MOSQUITO BITES!!!
    Thurs- Shell livewire prize presentation & EDB Basketball 
    Went there after training.
    den after packing up rush to EDB to gather the ppl...
    reach there and cant get the bus driver lea... damn sian lo...
    but thank goodness after that can find the bus driver...
    haha...
    followed the bus to bukit timah den rush to pioneer to get my new JACKET!!! :D:D
    after dat was suppose to go JP to go see an old friend but seriously too tired le...
    so went home...
    took a quick bath makan watch a bit of tv show with my bro and mum den go slp liao...
    super tired...
    today even woke up late lo...
    and i mean super late...
    haha


    *Leaning on the strength of God is so much easier and better den leaning on your own strength*



    the musical notes which can never be erased...; 6:20 PM

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    Sunday, October 18, 2009


    My life for what i can say is always like a bumpy hill.
    After climbing high, i will always go down a steep slope.
    Its just very tiring.
    I have always thought that day by day its just difficult to keep your life in tune to your own pace.
    Its just difficult to make words come out of your mouth just like that.
    Who but you yourself makes the decision.
    No one but you.
    Definitely its not easy, cause you will never know what the decision brings.
    And that is how i feel now also.
    As time pass, the stress to continue walking on is very difficult.
    Its not just saying it only, but also doing it is the difficult part.
    I will never know what to do, what to say or even where to go.
    Dryness in my spirit is definitely not helping a single bit.
    Its more like the renewing of the spirit which i need in my life to continue walking on in life.
    If not my life will just stay stagnant and that will be tiring.

    *Its difficult to carry on but nonetheless only after carrying on that you will be able to know where you can go and push the boundaries of the limits*


    the musical notes which can never be erased...; 5:11 AM

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    Wednesday, October 14, 2009


    Its definitely not my fave schedule of the year...
    Everyday end at 5!?
    Its like what the crap!!
    argh!!
    how i wish we had our previous sem schedule..
    i wont have anything to complain about then...
    o well...
    i hope that there will be changes to the schedule or just cancel a few lessons like LPD!!!
    its like LPD again??? and its 2 hrs!!
    wad the crap!!
    argh!!
    dont know what the school is thinking!!
    grrrr...

    *never underestimate the fiery of a women, especially when she's hungry*


    the musical notes which can never be erased...; 10:40 AM

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    Sunday, October 11, 2009


    Today didnt go for svc cause i had to work today at BVSS for a mid-autumn festival...
    was quite a success except for a few minor problems like a sudden cut of the sound and audience participation.
    But other den that i think it was quite a good event...
    learnt alot of stuff like how to set up sound, lights and how everything should be connected...
    but i think today is not the most busy day...
    cause its just a school outdoor festive event...
    i think when its for a prom or D&D that would be a different thing...
    like all the corners and places must put tape and everything...
    school reopening soon...
    hopefully i get a good timetable schedule and that i am still able to work while studying...
    that will be really good news for me!! :D:D
    well the next few weeks will be packed packed packed with more planning for upcoming events like D&D and Proms...
    hopefully i wont get tired out and that i'll have a lot of strength to carry on...
    jia you jia you!!

    *Thank the Lord in all your ways and He will be there for you*


    the musical notes which can never be erased...; 12:16 AM

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    Friday, October 9, 2009


    blogging now at cathay haha...
    waiting for the movie 500 days of summer to start... haha...
    its only 1053pm but 1125 is the time that the movie starts...
    its like another 30mins to go...
    but i'm so tired...
    yawn... zzzzz...
    o well...
    its to celebrate ben ben b'day haha!! 
    o well will try and blog when i get home ltr... 

    *Making the difference in someone's life is very much more significant than causing doing something good daily* 


    the musical notes which can never be erased...; 10:55 PM

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