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it's her

Name!! Esther
BOD!! 23-09-91
Email!! cape_of_fire@hotmail.com (FB)
wake_hearts@hotmail.com (MSN)
Loves!! God,CHC,UM,N412!!
Likes!! My buddies from church and my kuku's from sch!!

her mind

Excited!! woohoo!!!

her desires

-New bible
-MP3
-Laptop(Vaio)

her loves

---[N412]---
x[N412]x
x[Ang Ren]x
x[Bryan]x
x[Boris]x
x[Celest]x
x[Merilyn]x
x[Philina]x
x[Samantha]x
x[Serene]x
x[Sisca]x
x[Wei Fang]x
x[ZhiYou]x

---[JOL]---
x[PUSH]x
x[Andy]x
x[Anzoe]x
x[Dorigo]x
x[Jia Mei]x
x[Jo]x
x[JOL]x
x[Kai Xin]x
x[Linda]x
x[Margaret]x
x[Nixi]x
x[Rickson]x
x[Samson]x
x[Sherin]x
x[Shireen]x
x[Shu Yun]x
x[Wen Kai]x
x[Vanessa]x
x[Yvette]x

---[USHER]---
x[Bao Ling]x
x[Harvey]x
x[Ivan]x
x[Jace]x
x[Jacqq]x
x[Jolin]x
x[Li Yun]x
x[Lena]x
x[Melvin]x
x[Mei Jing]x
x[Rita]x
x[Sheronica]x
x[Solomon]x
x[Wan Xiu]x
x[Yun Ru]x

---[ITE]---
x[Celeste]x
x[Cheryl]x
x[Denise]x
x[Ekin]x
x[Fian]x
x[Goldie]x
x[Haniz]x
x[Hazira]x
x[Izz]X
x[Rara]x
x[Seri]x
x[Stacy]x
x[Yaya]x
x[Zanne]x

---[CHC]---
x[Pastor Kong]x
x[Benjamin]x
x[Leonard]x
x[Irwin]x

---[OTHERS]---
x[Chong Xin]x
x[Wing]x


credits

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her rants

  • September 2008
  • October 2008
  • November 2008
  • December 2008
  • January 2009
  • March 2009
  • April 2009
  • May 2009
  • June 2009
  • July 2009
  • August 2009
  • September 2009
  • October 2009



  • Tuesday, December 30, 2008


    i juz found out its been ages since i last posted sth... haha
    i guess i was super busy during the x'mas season bah :X:X
    well here's like the full summary for the days i have not been bloging!!
    haha!!
    first of all of course is also i had to go for service!!
    we had in total of 3 services on the 24 and 25th of dec..
    on the 24th we had also a candlelight service which was so nice!!
    i was serving though.
    super tired but its very very fun to serve special opps and especially Jeff's runner!!
    its so fun and i've learnt quite some stuff from jeff.
    for the next svc we didnt have candles but our section was serving internal...
    i was asked to serve at door 5..
    but i'm so tired and whenever i sat down during the drama i actually doze off... *opps*
    but other den dat i was quite lively..
    well i guess is definately cause i slept at like 3+ the day before and i needed to wake up at like 5.30?? haha
    yea...
    but its been some time since i last played pool. and now its wib a new grp of ppl. haha!!

    after dat was juz work work and more work los.. haha
    anyways hols is like ending and my project have not finish :(:(
    and now i've gotta move hse...
    and on the 1st of jan 2009 sia!!
    y!!
    haiz..

    anyway juz the past sat i was celebrating leo's birthday...
    went to dis small but nice pub at clark quay..
    walked like 20 to 30 mins before we found the place!!
    haiz...
    but i guess we had fun los..
    but leo i tink he really drank too much las..
    already whole face red los.. haha!!
    anyway i g2g do stuff now...
    update as soon as i can!! :D:D


    the musical notes which can never be erased...; 12:13 PM

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    Friday, December 19, 2008


    i tink i will take like super long time for me to blog if i wan to blog bout my life now adays...
    every things been going upside down bah...
    i guess in a every single aspect...
    haiz...
    i juz dont wish to hurt the relationship...
    but if its the only way to stop being pestered den...
    maybe i should las...
    bt i juz really wish dat there is another way...
    can anyone tell me how???

    *its not really the time... so maybe i should juz erase u out of my life... but am i able to do dat??*


    the musical notes which can never be erased...; 10:58 AM

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    Wednesday, December 17, 2008


    haiz... today is the worse day dat i can every get!!
    omg!!
    i lost my pay of 240+ dollars!!
    waaaaaaaa
    sad sad sad...
    i cried for like maybe 15 mins??
    yea...
    but den i thought its kinda stupid to cry for money las...
    i mean so stupid...
    haha!!
    anyways i can only lift it up to God los!!
    hopefully God will protect my money and dat i will get it back tml!! :D:D
    thank you God!! :D:D
    thank you God for great members like sisca and mel!! :D:D

    *money can be earned again through hard work, but fwenship may be lost forever*


    the musical notes which can never be erased...; 3:46 AM

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    Tuesday, December 16, 2008


    currently very busy wib lots & lots of stuff...
    everythings pileing up and up and up...
    haiz...
    pushed in all sides...
    i really wonder wad my hols will be like...


    the musical notes which can never be erased...; 3:01 PM

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    Sunday, December 14, 2008


    all i can say now is one word...Tired...
    so sleepy now...
    i tink go slp le las...
    shall tok more tml:D:D
    nitez peeps!! :O:O


    the musical notes which can never be erased...; 12:29 AM

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    Thursday, December 11, 2008


    yeah!! its 2 post in one day!! haha!!
    anyways today was quite a werid and tiring day bah..
    haha!!
    like went sch.. but actually woke up late..
    suppose to wake up at 8 to go to sch for 9 lesson haha!!
    den in the end i woke up at 9.45 cause of rara's msg...
    haha!!
    den went to print the marketing stuff den teacher say will be doing another day...
    but i wont be going sch tml!!
    haha...
    so officially my hols start today!!
    yeah!!
    haha!!

    anyways today went to marina barage for TPS class...
    quite a nice place...
    nice place to take lots of nice pics too!!
    haha!!
    really nice and romantic... haha!!
    heard from my fwen dat if u come at nite its super romantic!!
    hehe!!
    of course i hope and maybe will "drag" (hopefully wont need to) my future bf there!!
    haha!!
    in the end go there take alot of unglam pics wib rara!! haha!!
    is like so funny los...
    go everywer also taking pics.. haha!!

    anyways christmas coming which means many things to do now...
    haha!!
    anyways gotta go!! bye cute peeps!! love ya all! <3

    *time passes like nobody business!! >.<*


    the musical notes which can never be erased...; 11:07 PM

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    its been 2 days since i last posted...
    can only say dat i'm pretty lazy now adays...
    i guess its cause of the hol mood now!!! haha!!
    but hey..
    TML IS THE LAST DAY!! OMG!!
    haha!!
    cant wait...
    i wanna list down all i wan and wish and hope to do for hols man!!
    but i tink its gonna be a very long long list!!
    haha!!
    but most of all is of course to go sentosa las!!
    haha!!


    the musical notes which can never be erased...; 11:11 AM

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    Tuesday, December 9, 2008


    haiz... back to sch after a one day hol...
    its not enough!! wa!!
    anyways its another 4 more days to the last day of sch!!
    omg!!cant wait!!haha!!
    juz wanna go sentosa to slack it out and juz go there and rest!! omg!!
    haha..

    anyway ytd went wib sisca to hear leonard and his fwens jam at doby there...
    was a good jamming session bah haha!!
    they are really good...
    have good chemistry.. haha!!
    den went to eat tau huay, den go vivo to eat carl's jr!!
    haha!!
    actually is more like free load there alittle cause we went there and visit benedict ong too!! haha!!
    its like so funny los...
    suddenly come over and place a packet of criss cross fries los... haha!!
    den ate some more fries and onion rings haha!!
    den sisca bought a burger but couldn't finish las!! hahaz!!
    den after eating went to watch Bolt..
    i guess me and sisca is juz too tired cause both of us were like juz yawning and yawning through out the movie!! hahaz!!
    but the movie is quite nice bah..
    haha!!
    den still went to eat ice cream at mac.. haha!!
    den went home..
    den on the way home i found out dat RP has like a 4 mth hols after a 3 week sch los!!
    soo good!! :(
    dats y i today den update blog haha...
    anyways those dat are reading...
    if u wanna go sentosa muz tell me!!
    cause i really wanna go there too!!! >.<

    *needing the rest after a long time of sch...*


    the musical notes which can never be erased...; 12:32 PM

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    Sunday, December 7, 2008


    currently bored out...
    leg muscles are aching!!
    today work den came home los...
    nth much las today...
    all i can say today at work is like so busy!!
    omg!!
    is like the crowd juz suddenly come las!!
    so scary...
    haiz...
    but i guess is quite good las
    if not will be very bored de... haha
    anyways!! tml going to go swimming!! muhaha!!
    so i guess muz rest abit earlier bah...
    i tink... haha!!

    *feeling better wib much needed rest... but still needing it...*


    the musical notes which can never be erased...; 11:10 PM

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    i'm currently getting more and more tired...
    but i juz dont have the time to rest...
    and more things are flooding into my head...
    wad to do???
    i still have a life to go on wib...
    juz hopefully the hols coming will be good...
    so dat i can have a good rest...

    *why does my time fly?? i juz wan it to stay at the same place at the same time*


    the musical notes which can never be erased...; 1:21 AM

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    Saturday, December 6, 2008


    i am juz very tired...
    i juz wish at times i can juz fall and dont do anything...
    i juz feel very restless time and time again...
    i feel dat i need a break.. but once i tink bout having a break...
    the problems juz pops into my head...
    i juz feel dat if i stop...
    i will nvr continue on the thing again.. and the problems will increase...
    what am i to do??
    its juz all in my head... i guess...
    but i juz wanna rest...
    i need a break...
    i wan to stop tinking...

    *time is wad i dont have... but time is wad i need... so wer will i find the time to rest... wer will i find the time to stop... will someone plz tell me???


    the musical notes which can never be erased...; 12:16 AM

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    Friday, December 5, 2008


    haiz... have like one more week den hols!!
    but den.. still have alot of things on my mind sia...
    hmmmm...
    juz to let u ppl noe... dis is to blog bout ytd.. haha..
    anyways ytd was quite nice and good..
    had cg den we shared on the revelation which we got during the Asia Confrence..
    was very good to learn so much more from the others and to noe of wad revelation which they got...
    haiz but now i can only say dat i'm very very tired...
    haiz..
    but thank God its friday today!!
    haha!!
    dat means dat tml is sat which also means tml is saturday!! :):):):)

    *carrying everyday with the pressence of God*


    the musical notes which can never be erased...; 8:18 AM

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    Thursday, December 4, 2008


    alrite the post now is for ytd cause ytd got work den couldn't use the com cause i was so tired!! :(:( haiz...
    currently quite confused and stressed cause of some stuff.. more like cause of financial things..
    cause i juz found out dat my pay is not dat much for nov...
    haiz... i'm very afriad i cant finish paying the building fund...
    den now i juz found out i have to pay like around another 200++ on a few other stuff combined..
    haiz..
    gotta really plan everything out and to try and spend little...
    haiz...
    i tink one of it is to not watch movie for the time being bah... :(:(
    haiz...
    if i cant eat wib u guyz or cant go out wib u guyz.. u should noe y...
    but i guess i can only lift it all on God's hands and pray that i will noe how to use my money wisely and plan to use it wisely den :):)
    thank God for u Lord!! :):)

    *unequal amt, equal sacrfice*


    the musical notes which can never be erased...; 10:11 AM

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    Tuesday, December 2, 2008


    currently still in sch.. trying to sum up wad i'm gonna have ltr but cant really think lea!!haha!!
    anyways i tink today should be much better bah.. haha!!
    hopefully today will take my pay too!!
    haiz..
    need to pay phone bill, Building fund and some other stuffs..
    o God...

    anyways jia you jia you jia you!! :D:D:D:D
    hols in 10 days time!! last day of sch is next fri!!
    yeah!!
    den 3 weeks of hol's!! yeah!!
    muz enjoy myself!!
    muhaha!!
    gotta play play play and work work work!! :D:D

    *hol's are wad i will always look too cause its also a time for me to be wib my beloves!!*


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    Monday, December 1, 2008


    whew.. now back at home after swimming haha..
    today is like quite funny cause.. leonard paid $1 to sit in the seragoon stadium cause he didnt bring the rite swimming attire. haha!!
    anyways dont suan him so after dat we went to eat at botak jones again..
    haha!!
    is like no point swimming los!! haha!!
    anyways now very tired.
    next weeks swimming location will be changed to HOUGANG SWIMMING COMPLEX!!
    muhaha!!
    haha.. i guess maybe cause is like better to swim there cause i dont tink there will have ladies doing the aerobics bah haha!!


    the musical notes which can never be erased...; 10:34 PM

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    haiz.. ytd didnt blog cause kinda lazy and wanted to watch my show.. muhaha!!
    anyways today and ytd is gonna be wrote here!! haha!!
    but now still alittle early to write now las haha!!
    cause now is like erm... 12:15 like dat los haha!!

    ytd had section leaders meeting at jeff's hse!! haha!!
    was good cause we share wad we felt for the AC which has juz passed(sadly)...
    den we also learnt from jeff alot of stuff los!!
    and now i have a new post which is to be recuitment ic.. haha!!
    i tink its gonna be fun!!
    we are gonna grow the section!! yeah!! :D :D
    haha!!
    den after the meeting went to meet my darling serene to go eat los.
    went to compass walk like up den down. actually wan to go pizza hut but cant cause got alot of ppl :(
    but we went to yoshi and ate los.. more like only i ate haha!!
    den we chat awhile before we left for home sweet home! :D:D

    den for today quite a good day bah..
    will be going swimming wib sisca and maybe leonard haha..
    hopefully i'll swim longer and more los haha!!
    haiz..
    how i wish sch will end fast!!
    still got like 2 hrs ++ more!
    and today monday lea!! still got like 4 days to friday!! :(:( D:D:
    but i tink all will be well thanks to the Lord!! :D:D :):)

    *fwens are like treasures cause they are hard to find but very valuable*


    the musical notes which can never be erased...; 12:14 PM

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