Thursday, May 28, 2009
i'm juz tired now adays...
i really need to rest liao...
haiz...
but now adays got a lot of projects piling up...
and also will be going on the CIP trip...
there's alot of stuff to take note and stuff...
hopefully i can take it bah...
jia you!!
*the trust has to be built after a very long time, but it can be broken down in one nite*
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11:51 PM
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Wednesday, May 27, 2009
okay today is a very... "painful" day...
haha!!
reason is because today i went for my jab...
the second jab was just painful!!
cause the needle was thicker den the normal thin needle...
painful!! X( X(
haha!!
well after getting the jab...
juz slack at the place...
den waited for the teachers turn to take the jab...
haha!!
den we all crowd around the place...
like paparazzi like dat.. haha!!
well after dat rush for work los..
now going to slp le...
dont really noe y i wan to slp at like 2:15 like dat...
i guess i muz be dumb!!
HAHA!!
*24 hrs is not for you to worry bout the next 24 hrs but its for you to enjoy it*
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2:11 AM
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Monday, May 25, 2009
first of all...
definitely have to save about the stupid weather!!
its so hot and humid las!! argh!!
anyway for today went to leo's house to play...
haha!!
quite fun las haha!!
played Indian poker and stuff...
dem play water retention game...
super fun!!
haha!!
although didnt play very long... haha!!
after that went to do some random stuff.. haha!!
now juz feeling super duper tired...
haha...
gonna juz chill now haha!!
*Making The Possible Possible*
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11:02 PM
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Sunday, May 24, 2009
~THE MEANING OF LOVE~Its Just Story Telling...Its Just A Lie...Its Just A Reason...But It Will Never Be Good Enough...Because Love Is Never A Story...Its A Legend That Last Forever...Because Love Is Never A Lie...Its A Truth That One Tells Another...Because Love Is Never Just A Reason... Its A Lifetime Commitment...currently now at 4:00am...
i'm at my fwens house using her lappy...
reason why i'm at her house is because i went to celebrate with her fwens her birthday...
haha!!
so now i cant sleep cause i'm alittle too hyper already.. haha!!
with ice cream and alcohol in my tummy.. haha!!
so now i'm practically wide awake.. haha!!
but tml i'm like gonna work... so hopefully i will have the energy and stuff tml to work...
anyway for today i tink it was just a power pack svc!!
it was Rev. Mike Connell!!
Woohooo!!!
although for his svc there wasn't much of a sermon but it was still a great svc full of God's power!!
before the preaching started he started to prophersy on quite a few people...
it was really amazing...
after like maybe 15-20mins he started to preach...
and rite after preaching he started the same thing...
this time it was really... WOW!!!
he picked one of the usher's that was sitting at the front he prayed on her and she recieved the blessing...
but the best is at the last!!!
after recieving the anoiting.. she actually passed it on to others...
it was really amazing at how God's power dont only pass through the preacher but also through us...
after this amazing blessings he gave an alter call for new fwens to recieve christ...
after the alter call he made another altar call for people who wanted to be prayed for..
i went forward wanting the anoiting of God to flow through me...
it was really another... WOW!!!
i didnt noe that i can feel God this way...
i was really touched by the power of God...
it was really amazing!!
i juz cried and cried and cried...
den i scream and scream and scream...
it was really awesome to do these...
i mean...
after it i felt very released...
really thank God for it!!
praise the Lord!!
*Its never about the finishing line but its about getting there*
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3:55 AM
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Saturday, May 23, 2009
The Time Has Said It's Piece...
It's Time To Make The Choice...
*Time waits for no one*
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12:14 AM
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Wednesday, May 20, 2009
i've had it with yur calls and msges...
can u stop doing it...
it's pissing me off...
i dont even know u and the reason why i gave u the num is cause u are my fwens fwen...
but now i regret!!
just get off my back will u!!
stop msging or even calling!!
*its a fact that fwens last forever*
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12:09 AM
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Monday, May 18, 2009
never underestimate what a smile can bring...
*the truth of a smile beats anything thats ever to be done*
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10:34 PM
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Sunday, May 17, 2009
2 days never post le...
past 2 days was just as per normal..
just that for ytd it was DR. KIM who came to our church!!
haha...
it was super great!!
the songs the piano the sermon...
was super!!
today was also kinda of a nuaing day...
cause i today was actually having a slight fever in the afternoon...
rested awhile and it subsided...
went to see a doc...
doc say tml can go school still... so thank God...
but he said today cannot go work...
so very sian...
cause actually wan take pay wan so nvm...
in the end went out with the usher ppl...
got jacq, lena, leo, jon, me, jolin...
went to eat at just noodles after walking for very long in wedges...
haha...
after that all went home liao...
haha!! funny rite!!
come out eat den go home liao...
haha!!
*the source of wisdom can only come from God and by instinct*
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11:28 PM
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Thursday, May 14, 2009
1 good news!!
i have been chosen to go to the batam CIP trip from the 15th of june to the 28th of june..
its for 2 weeks!!
really happy cause its going to be a good experience and also we are going some thing like a class... haha!!
very cool...
but one bad thing is i have to miss 2 session of the Songs of Solomon... :(:(
and miss 2 svc...
sads!!!
*life has its ups and downs*
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12:25 AM
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Wednesday, May 13, 2009
What's the reason for everything??
What's the reason for being??
What's the reason for staying??
*dreams are there because of your visions*
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12:35 AM
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Tuesday, May 12, 2009
its just difficult to make the choice...i know that i need to make the decision...but i don't know what to chose...i only know that i don't really want it to be this way...i just need a time off...maybe i should stop thinking for the time being...i think it'll be good...*time has made my heart grow weary but the smile of friends has always been there*
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12:02 AM
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Monday, May 11, 2009
todays been quite tiring...
woke up at 8 cause my hse the electrical switch jumped...
den went back to slp...
woke up at 11...
the rest of the day is just nuaing at home..
den go to work...
haha...
but today got some other stuff...
met up with, jacq, jon tan and leo goh...
they came eat bkt... den we went to river side there sit and eat ice cream!!
finally my craving is met...
but still craving for ice cream... more like waffle ice cream!!
argh!!!
haha... anyway after dat went to meet up with serene and yi ming for a short while at hougang...
managed to hang around there for like 10-15 mins den need to go liao... if not no bus...
but in the end i missed my last bus -.-"
haiz...
den took cab home los...
thank God got serene lea...
lend me some money to take cab home if not i will have to walk home...
love ya serene!! <3<3
*fwens are hard to find*
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12:55 AM
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Sunday, May 10, 2009
a big shout out to all mothers:
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!
you guys are just the best!!
being there for us and helping us cook food and soup!!
i love you mummy!!
*mum's are the best in the whole wide world!!*
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1:07 AM
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Saturday, May 9, 2009
my life is still in a spin...
but at least i kinda know what caused it to spin...
i'm making plans but i not sure if it will work...
i wan to stop my world from spinning but i need to stop spinning it myself dats wad i know...
but...
i'm still very afraid of changes...
changes of friends...
changes of the environment...
the thought of it can actually scare me...
its seriously scary...
i know a change will be good...
but i'm still scared....
*what does change really bring??*
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12:37 AM
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Thursday, May 7, 2009
first all thanks to all the peeps for all your encouragement!!
i appreciate it alot alot...
although i've thought it for very long i'm still in a process of tinking more...
so if i emo when i'm with you guys plz understand...
thanks lots still!! :):)
*every single love is always appreciated*
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11:02 PM
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Wednesday, May 6, 2009
i'm still puzzled with where my life will head to...
i starting to feel very tired now...
not knowing what i'm doing...
where i'm going...
its just i feel boxed...
very compacted, quiet, alone...
i know alone is a wrong word to choose but i just dont know whats going on with me...
i can just walk home from the bus stop and cant stop thinking what am i seriously doing...
i feel like i'm going in a round and round about...
circles and circles i'm drawing...
i just want to shout : WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING!!!
its just so...................frustrating that i dont know what in the world i'm doing with my life...
yea i have goals, yea i know what i want to do but...
thats the future...
i want to know what am i doing with my life now!!
*theres a reason for anything but when can we find that reason??*
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11:26 PM
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Tuesday, May 5, 2009
alrite...
sorry for not posting stuff for so long.. haha
was just tired to start with... didnt really know why i was so tired...
but for the past few days have really been wondering what i am doing with my life now...
am i really on the right path or have i ever started going on the right path...
its like whenever i turn around i feel alone...
yes i know that there are always people with me, supporting me, standing behind me...
but i still feel emptyness inside of my heart...
i dont really know why but maybe its just weirdness... or maybe its cause i'm losing my head...
i always believe that what ever i have choosen is always for the future...
and that the reason why i made the decision was because God showed me the way and that the support i got from my fwens and family...
i guess you will have to give me some more time to think...
let me tell you in further days ahead...
for what i have done for the past few days was quite the same...
haha..
school on friday then work...
but after work was actually thinking of going for dinner/supper with serene after our work at chomp chomp...
but in the end went and meet up with Bryan, Farhan and one of Bryan's Max Tune fwen (didnt manage to remember his name)...
haha...
serene went home alittle earlier to finish her home work...
i guess she's kinda stress out with her school work and stuff...
just here to say: ALL THE BEST SERENE!!
after awhile they were like thinking of going to some where else for L4D but not intrested and just nice the train arrived so i went home los haha!! :D:D
very tired though when i reach home...
bath and use the com to print some of the usher stuff before going to sleep...
sat was quite tiring too...
cause needed to buy food for refreshment for ushers...
met up with leo(who was late) at AMK interchange to go to Expo for usher meeting...
was like 5 mins late los...
sians...
i shall make it my goal to reach early next time... (AMEN!!)
had the meeting then started to do support...
wasn't really feeling well though...
was a girl thing.. haha!!
but after awhile was feeling better... (THANK GOD!!)
was doing Echo 2 for i think 3rd time...
opened the black cloth for the 2nd time too...
i really feel that CHC is really going to the next level cause we are really growing now...
after svc was a debriefing session with the leaders...
was quite good cause i manage to learn alot more on sat...
after the debriefing session was a short meeting with jeff...
have alot of things to work on now...
shoutout to myself:JIA YOU ESTHER!!
sun was a fun day...
woke up late... (finally :D:D)
went to buy jacq's and mei jing's b'day present with leo at suntec...
didn't really know what to buy but thank God we manage to find the presents!! :D:D
i think the present bought for jacq was really funny..
leo and i was like thinking what her reaction will be...
haha!!
in the end it was really like what we said it was..
haha!!
after which we made our way to cafe cartel for dinner...
and to celebrate her's and the surprised mei jing's b'day...
haha!!
jolin was like keep trying to smear cake on to jacq's face and melvin was trying to do it on me...
hello earth to melvin!! my b'day is still mths away los...
haha!!
o well i think it was quite fun and nice
just to wish mei jing and jacq a very belated and happy b'day...
*the decision made can affect the whole of your future*
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3:16 PM
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Friday, May 1, 2009
been making decisions been making choices...
but now my head is in a spin and i dont noe wad to choose...
*even if the head spins u must stay strong*
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12:39 AM
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