./.the music with the missing notes.\.
it's her

Name!! Esther
BOD!! 23-09-91
Email!! cape_of_fire@hotmail.com (FB)
wake_hearts@hotmail.com (MSN)
Loves!! God,CHC,UM,N412!!
Likes!! My buddies from church and my kuku's from sch!!

her mind

Excited!! woohoo!!!

her desires

-New bible
-MP3
-Laptop(Vaio)

her loves

---[N412]---
x[N412]x
x[Ang Ren]x
x[Bryan]x
x[Boris]x
x[Celest]x
x[Merilyn]x
x[Philina]x
x[Samantha]x
x[Serene]x
x[Sisca]x
x[Wei Fang]x
x[ZhiYou]x

---[JOL]---
x[PUSH]x
x[Andy]x
x[Anzoe]x
x[Dorigo]x
x[Jia Mei]x
x[Jo]x
x[JOL]x
x[Kai Xin]x
x[Linda]x
x[Margaret]x
x[Nixi]x
x[Rickson]x
x[Samson]x
x[Sherin]x
x[Shireen]x
x[Shu Yun]x
x[Wen Kai]x
x[Vanessa]x
x[Yvette]x

---[USHER]---
x[Bao Ling]x
x[Harvey]x
x[Ivan]x
x[Jace]x
x[Jacqq]x
x[Jolin]x
x[Li Yun]x
x[Lena]x
x[Melvin]x
x[Mei Jing]x
x[Rita]x
x[Sheronica]x
x[Solomon]x
x[Wan Xiu]x
x[Yun Ru]x

---[ITE]---
x[Celeste]x
x[Cheryl]x
x[Denise]x
x[Ekin]x
x[Fian]x
x[Goldie]x
x[Haniz]x
x[Hazira]x
x[Izz]X
x[Rara]x
x[Seri]x
x[Stacy]x
x[Yaya]x
x[Zanne]x

---[CHC]---
x[Pastor Kong]x
x[Benjamin]x
x[Leonard]x
x[Irwin]x

---[OTHERS]---
x[Chong Xin]x
x[Wing]x


credits

designer: FIONA MUI
help with html codings: bleah-
brushes: faketragedy
pange
amnesia
inkblack
base image: www.abbygelfand.com

her rants

  • September 2008
  • October 2008
  • November 2008
  • December 2008
  • January 2009
  • March 2009
  • April 2009
  • May 2009
  • June 2009
  • July 2009
  • August 2009
  • September 2009
  • October 2009



  • Thursday, July 30, 2009


    Its now 4:01am...
    and i'm still awake...
    i dont tink i can slp now already...
    cause if i was to do that u wont be seeing me in class...
    haha!!
    anyway went to eat BKT with samantha today after she shocked me when she called me ytd...
    haha in class...
    haha!!
    den met up with the usuals for a little chilling at some place near bugis haha...
    dont really noe wer it is...
    reached home at bout 12+ to rush out the project...
    spent 2 to 3 hrs trying to dl youtube vids and putting it into the ppt...
    argh!!
    anyway its done!!
    woohoo!!
    haha...
    o crap...
    i'm like getting hyper...
    i noe i should get some slp cause FOP is coming but...
    o man...
    its like another 4 to 5 hrs ltr i have to wake up...
    so like wad for can...
    haha!!
    and like my maid will be waking up like in 1 hrs time haha!!
    i tink she'll be shocked if she see me still awake haha!!

    o well alittle update for ytd...
    went out with jacq, jon, jolin, ay, gaius for ice cream at PS...
    was suppose to go Gelare but no more waffle ice cream...
    den ay was hungry so we made our way to the food court first to fill our stomach...
    haha!!
    den after that was waffle ice cream!!
    woohoo!!
    had alot of fun!!
    haha!!
    and i also found out that i'm quite good in math!!
    haha!!
    :D:D

    *Rom 2:13 -For merely listening to the law doesn't make us right with God. It is obeying the law that makes us right in his sight.*


    the musical notes which can never be erased...; 4:01 AM

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    Monday, July 27, 2009


    juz came back not long from seeing a doc...
    pulled like my muscle while swimming ytd and now it started to pain...
    is like wad the crap...
    o well ate my meds and now i'm gonna watch my fave show!!
    woohoo!!

    *the time spent and the time meant are similar*


    the musical notes which can never be erased...; 8:59 PM

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    Sunday, July 26, 2009


    yahoo!!
    went swimming with sisca today...
    swam like 11-13 laps today!!
    very happy!!
    finally swimming!!
    haha...
    but its like after dat i ate KFC which is kinda like wasting the time at swimming...
    haha!!
    now there also another problem...
    my project aint going that smoothly...
    cause the project is being super downsize...
    o God!
    help me!!

    *the meeting of the right one is during the love at first sight*


    the musical notes which can never be erased...; 11:31 PM

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    OMG... i'm like so gonna gain alot of freaking pounds!!
    ate seoul garden with the classies on fri den had jap food like 2 hrs after...
    den juz now ate manhatten fish market...
    woo hoo!!
    i am so gonna be fat soon...
    nvm i'll be going swimming with sisca tml...
    gonna shake off that fats!!
    woo hoo!!

    *the fire burning in my hands will be passed down to others*


    the musical notes which can never be erased...; 12:51 AM

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    Thursday, July 23, 2009


    Time Flys, when you are near
    Time Runs, when you are away
    Time Walks, when you miss you
    Time Crawls, when you walk away

    i'm just practically bored out at home...
    been doing the same thing over and over again...
    and i seriously need to find a new job!! argh!!
    i'm broke like everyday... :( :(
    i also need a new hobby...
    other than slacking at home...

    *Courage is not by words but by actions*


    the musical notes which can never be erased...; 10:28 PM

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    Wednesday, July 22, 2009


    What's Time Spent?
    What's Life Made?
    What's Love Paid?
    What's Family Gone?
    What's Friends Done?

    time and time again stories are being told...
    time and time again memories are being shattered...
    time and time again love are being longed...


    the musical notes which can never be erased...; 9:46 PM

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    Friday, July 17, 2009


    yesterday is just a past...
    today is just a new beginning...
    tomorrow is just a new experience...
    future is just a reason to live...

    today was just a normal day...
    went to school den after dat went to swim with nic, denise, alex at melv's condo there...
    was quite okay las... haha...
    this past few days was just a new experience an encounter for me los...
    nvr thought that my days will be so "exciting"
    now having a stupid cold somemore...
    argh!!!
    o well now i shall go rest...
    tml need to serve duty... serving at delta 1...
    woohoo!!
    thats a new position...
    cause like never serve there before...
    haha...
    hopefully everything goes well!!

    *love never makes a world of your own*


    the musical notes which can never be erased...; 10:40 PM

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    Sunday, July 12, 2009


    today was a normal day i guess...
    woke up like at around 11+ didnt know what to do...
    had an early lunch late breakfast...
    after that just slacked at home los...
    now just returned home from dinner with my section's leaders.
    was a good one cause i learnt alot too!!
    haha...
    had our section meeting on the spot instead of next week...
    haha...
    well i'm kinda tired now but need to rush out a project...
    so i'm gonna finish that and hit the sack...

    *Quote: "The bitterness of a diseased man learns the sweetness of health"*


    the musical notes which can never be erased...; 11:18 PM

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    alright i have seriously no idea what my head is thinking...
    my heads been spinning round and round and round...
    i feel like i'm like a dog thats chasing after its own tail...
    ROFL!!! >.< style="color: rgb(204, 102, 204);">*Faith is the hidden support in all our souls*


    the musical notes which can never be erased...; 12:08 AM

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    Thursday, July 9, 2009


    woohoo!!
    today went to watch Obsessed with adrian kor!!
    and it was sooo good!!
    the plot and everything is good...
    den today also went to cut hair...
    i wont say that its very short... but its at a length which i like now haha...
    but i tink i will wan to dye my hair once more...
    reddish brown will still be the color but more reddish bah...
    haha!!
    we will see.

    *the use of many smiles is to bring more smiles to others*


    the musical notes which can never be erased...; 9:10 PM

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    Sunday, July 5, 2009


    Knowing you
    knowing that you left me
    made me cry
    knowing that you hate me
    had me broken
    knowing that you will leave me
    left me with no words to speak
    but knowing that you still love me
    gave me a chance to smile

    back from watching transformer 2 again with leo, jon and jacqq.
    was a nice movie... but kinda boring since i know the whole thing already...
    haha...
    well the movie is quite nice but the story line is rather dead...
    the effects and everything was really good...
    but the plot was kinda so so only...
    well tml is another movie with the school peeps!!
    watching Ice Age 3 (3D) tml...
    hope it will be good...
    mr leo say is not good but o well....
    everyone has different opinions on stuff... haha!!
    well so tml i will tell u more chows people!!

    *Life even as fragile as it seems it also has its tough side which is the love for the people around us*


    the musical notes which can never be erased...; 11:43 PM

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    Wednesday, July 1, 2009


    now is the 3rd day of quarantine...
    i'm getting bored to death!! OMG!!
    haha...
    been trying to blog but i didn't manage to open the page...
    o well...
    now all i can say is my days of hols are well spent in Batam with the kids.
    as u guys know...
    all the pics which i have are in fb...
    there are juz too many le...
    but i'll juz put a few here bah...
    enjoy!!















    Cam Whore in the lift!!



















    One of the cutie which i was attached to...
    he was very cute... very nice... was very friendly too...
    he made me cry too when it was on the last day...















    the girls in the orphanage also




















    another cutie!!















    Umi the founder of the orphanage... she's already 77 years old but she is still passionate about the kids and to provide them with good education




















    Also another cutie... his smile was juz cute... and his laughter also!!















    this cutie looks like a mix blood...
    super handsome!! haha!!
    "fell in love" with him u noe!! argh!!














    the hardworking cement "banglahs"















    our cam whore in the room!!
















    Ready to go at Harbour front... but very tired... *yawns*















    the group which i've worked with for 10days!!! and they are the greatest!! woo hoo!!!

    the hotel lobby!!













    the hotel lobby!!














    the hotel lobby!!


    all right thats all!!
    all other pics are at my fb!!
    go check out den!!

    *the appreciation of others is much better than just appreciation of self, but there is still a need to be appreciative of self*


    the musical notes which can never be erased...; 9:40 PM

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