./.the music with the missing notes.\.
it's her

Name!! Esther
BOD!! 23-09-91
Email!! cape_of_fire@hotmail.com (FB)
wake_hearts@hotmail.com (MSN)
Loves!! God,CHC,UM,N412!!
Likes!! My buddies from church and my kuku's from sch!!

her mind

Excited!! woohoo!!!

her desires

-New bible
-MP3
-Laptop(Vaio)

her loves

---[N412]---
x[N412]x
x[Ang Ren]x
x[Bryan]x
x[Boris]x
x[Celest]x
x[Merilyn]x
x[Philina]x
x[Samantha]x
x[Serene]x
x[Sisca]x
x[Wei Fang]x
x[ZhiYou]x

---[JOL]---
x[PUSH]x
x[Andy]x
x[Anzoe]x
x[Dorigo]x
x[Jia Mei]x
x[Jo]x
x[JOL]x
x[Kai Xin]x
x[Linda]x
x[Margaret]x
x[Nixi]x
x[Rickson]x
x[Samson]x
x[Sherin]x
x[Shireen]x
x[Shu Yun]x
x[Wen Kai]x
x[Vanessa]x
x[Yvette]x

---[USHER]---
x[Bao Ling]x
x[Harvey]x
x[Ivan]x
x[Jace]x
x[Jacqq]x
x[Jolin]x
x[Li Yun]x
x[Lena]x
x[Melvin]x
x[Mei Jing]x
x[Rita]x
x[Sheronica]x
x[Solomon]x
x[Wan Xiu]x
x[Yun Ru]x

---[ITE]---
x[Celeste]x
x[Cheryl]x
x[Denise]x
x[Ekin]x
x[Fian]x
x[Goldie]x
x[Haniz]x
x[Hazira]x
x[Izz]X
x[Rara]x
x[Seri]x
x[Stacy]x
x[Yaya]x
x[Zanne]x

---[CHC]---
x[Pastor Kong]x
x[Benjamin]x
x[Leonard]x
x[Irwin]x

---[OTHERS]---
x[Chong Xin]x
x[Wing]x


credits

designer: FIONA MUI
help with html codings: bleah-
brushes: faketragedy
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amnesia
inkblack
base image: www.abbygelfand.com

her rants

  • September 2008
  • October 2008
  • November 2008
  • December 2008
  • January 2009
  • March 2009
  • April 2009
  • May 2009
  • June 2009
  • July 2009
  • August 2009
  • September 2009
  • October 2009



  • Wednesday, March 4, 2009


    ~I GUESS~
    i guess u can say its not yet time.
    but u nvr gave me the time.
    i guess u can say i've not been there.
    but u nvr saw me rite behind
    i guess u can say there it was.
    but u nvr believed in it.
    i guess u can say i wasn't there.
    but have u ever thought wer i was.
    i guess u can say y i did not care.
    but have u ever cared for me.
    i guess u can say how much i dont mind.
    but do u noe how much i mind.

    ~I JUST WANNA SAY~
    i just wanna say that i am willing to give u all the time of the day.
    but u say u dont have the time.
    i just wanna say i will always be there for you.
    but u say u cant feel my presence.
    i just wanna say u were always there for me.
    but u say i've nvr known anything about u.
    i just wanna say i've always been thinking bout u.
    but u say dat u've been busy and didn't tink about me.
    i just wanna say that i've really cared for you.
    but u say i left you in the dark.
    i just wanna say how much i wish i was there for you.
    but u say to leave you alone.

    ~THE WISHES I HAVE~
    nevertheless I will still love you.
    nevertheless I will still care for you.
    nevertheless I will still be there for you.
    nevertheless I will still be here waiting for you to come back to Me.
    nevertheless I will never turn away from you but will always be there.
    nevertheless I will never be distant from you, but will always be near where you are.

    i will always wish for You to love me.
    i will always wish for You to care for me.
    i will always wish for You to be wating for you.
    i will always wish that i will go back to You.
    i will always wish to turn back to You.
    i will always wish never to be distant from but will always be just near You.

    loving Him should never be a chore but be a delight cause He has always been there for you and had never thought of leaving you. He will always be waiting, waiting for you to come back to Him


    the musical notes which can never be erased...; 11:19 AM

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