Saturday, April 11, 2009
~ALL I EVER WANTED~All i ever wanted was that we would be togetherAll i ever wanted was to stay togetherAll i ever wanted was for you to be hereAll i ever wanted was never to let you goAll i ever wanted is for you to be backtoday i'm tired... but alittle moody in the morning.
reason being was that i went to "visit" my dad again.
and its just... the same feeling every single time i went there.
and that sad.
especially when i see my mum cry that will even break my heart even more.
every time we go back there, looking at his picture...
i will always remember of the times where he will hold me by the hand together with my mum walking on the streets laughing and enjoying.
i will always remember of the times where by he will always sit beside me while watching the tv.
its always that memory in my head that will go pass my mind leaving tears flowing down.
its been around 4 years since he left and i can never forget him because he have loved me so dearly.
i sometimes will dream if he was still around, what will our life be?
what will our future be?
will it be the same or changed?
but all this can only be a dream which will never come to past...
a dream that i really wish can happen...
maybe in the future when i go there with my child or with my loved ones...
i may not cry but i know i will always remember him as the Dad that loved me dearly...
*treasure what you can before it slips*
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12:27 AM
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