Tuesday, May 5, 2009
alrite...
sorry for not posting stuff for so long.. haha
was just tired to start with... didnt really know why i was so tired...
but for the past few days have really been wondering what i am doing with my life now...
am i really on the right path or have i ever started going on the right path...
its like whenever i turn around i feel alone...
yes i know that there are always people with me, supporting me, standing behind me...
but i still feel emptyness inside of my heart...
i dont really know why but maybe its just weirdness... or maybe its cause i'm losing my head...
i always believe that what ever i have choosen is always for the future...
and that the reason why i made the decision was because God showed me the way and that the support i got from my fwens and family...
i guess you will have to give me some more time to think...
let me tell you in further days ahead...
for what i have done for the past few days was quite the same...
haha..
school on friday then work...
but after work was actually thinking of going for dinner/supper with serene after our work at chomp chomp...
but in the end went and meet up with Bryan, Farhan and one of Bryan's Max Tune fwen (didnt manage to remember his name)...
haha...
serene went home alittle earlier to finish her home work...
i guess she's kinda stress out with her school work and stuff...
just here to say: ALL THE BEST SERENE!!
after awhile they were like thinking of going to some where else for L4D but not intrested and just nice the train arrived so i went home los haha!! :D:D
very tired though when i reach home...
bath and use the com to print some of the usher stuff before going to sleep...
sat was quite tiring too...
cause needed to buy food for refreshment for ushers...
met up with leo(who was late) at AMK interchange to go to Expo for usher meeting...
was like 5 mins late los...
sians...
i shall make it my goal to reach early next time... (AMEN!!)
had the meeting then started to do support...
wasn't really feeling well though...
was a girl thing.. haha!!
but after awhile was feeling better... (THANK GOD!!)
was doing Echo 2 for i think 3rd time...
opened the black cloth for the 2nd time too...
i really feel that CHC is really going to the next level cause we are really growing now...
after svc was a debriefing session with the leaders...
was quite good cause i manage to learn alot more on sat...
after the debriefing session was a short meeting with jeff...
have alot of things to work on now...
shoutout to myself:JIA YOU ESTHER!!
sun was a fun day...
woke up late... (finally :D:D)
went to buy jacq's and mei jing's b'day present with leo at suntec...
didn't really know what to buy but thank God we manage to find the presents!! :D:D
i think the present bought for jacq was really funny..
leo and i was like thinking what her reaction will be...
haha!!
in the end it was really like what we said it was..
haha!!
after which we made our way to cafe cartel for dinner...
and to celebrate her's and the surprised mei jing's b'day...
haha!!
jolin was like keep trying to smear cake on to jacq's face and melvin was trying to do it on me...
hello earth to melvin!! my b'day is still mths away los...
haha!!
o well i think it was quite fun and nice
just to wish mei jing and jacq a very belated and happy b'day...
*the decision made can affect the whole of your future*
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3:16 PM
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