Sunday, October 18, 2009
My life for what i can say is always like a bumpy hill.After climbing high, i will always go down a steep slope.
Its just very tiring.
I have always thought that day by day its just difficult to keep your life in tune to your own pace.
Its just difficult to make words come out of your mouth just like that.
Who but you yourself makes the decision.
No one but you.
Definitely its not easy, cause you will never know what the decision brings.
And that is how i feel now also.
As time pass, the stress to continue walking on is very difficult.
Its not just saying it only, but also doing it is the difficult part.
I will never know what to do, what to say or even where to go.
Dryness in my spirit is definitely not helping a single bit.
Its more like the renewing of the spirit which i need in my life to continue walking on in life.
If not my life will just stay stagnant and that will be tiring.
*Its difficult to carry on but nonetheless only after carrying on that you will be able to know where you can go and push the boundaries of the limits*
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5:11 AM
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