./.the music with the missing notes.\.
it's her

Name!! Esther
BOD!! 23-09-91
Email!! cape_of_fire@hotmail.com (FB)
wake_hearts@hotmail.com (MSN)
Loves!! God,CHC,UM,N412!!
Likes!! My buddies from church and my kuku's from sch!!

her mind

Excited!! woohoo!!!

her desires

-New bible
-MP3
-Laptop(Vaio)

her loves

---[N412]---
x[N412]x
x[Ang Ren]x
x[Bryan]x
x[Boris]x
x[Celest]x
x[Merilyn]x
x[Philina]x
x[Samantha]x
x[Serene]x
x[Sisca]x
x[Wei Fang]x
x[ZhiYou]x

---[JOL]---
x[PUSH]x
x[Andy]x
x[Anzoe]x
x[Dorigo]x
x[Jia Mei]x
x[Jo]x
x[JOL]x
x[Kai Xin]x
x[Linda]x
x[Margaret]x
x[Nixi]x
x[Rickson]x
x[Samson]x
x[Sherin]x
x[Shireen]x
x[Shu Yun]x
x[Wen Kai]x
x[Vanessa]x
x[Yvette]x

---[USHER]---
x[Bao Ling]x
x[Harvey]x
x[Ivan]x
x[Jace]x
x[Jacqq]x
x[Jolin]x
x[Li Yun]x
x[Lena]x
x[Melvin]x
x[Mei Jing]x
x[Rita]x
x[Sheronica]x
x[Solomon]x
x[Wan Xiu]x
x[Yun Ru]x

---[ITE]---
x[Celeste]x
x[Cheryl]x
x[Denise]x
x[Ekin]x
x[Fian]x
x[Goldie]x
x[Haniz]x
x[Hazira]x
x[Izz]X
x[Rara]x
x[Seri]x
x[Stacy]x
x[Yaya]x
x[Zanne]x

---[CHC]---
x[Pastor Kong]x
x[Benjamin]x
x[Leonard]x
x[Irwin]x

---[OTHERS]---
x[Chong Xin]x
x[Wing]x


credits

designer: FIONA MUI
help with html codings: bleah-
brushes: faketragedy
pange
amnesia
inkblack
base image: www.abbygelfand.com

her rants

  • September 2008
  • October 2008
  • November 2008
  • December 2008
  • January 2009
  • March 2009
  • April 2009
  • May 2009
  • June 2009
  • July 2009
  • August 2009
  • September 2009
  • October 2009



  • Sunday, October 18, 2009


    My life for what i can say is always like a bumpy hill.
    After climbing high, i will always go down a steep slope.
    Its just very tiring.
    I have always thought that day by day its just difficult to keep your life in tune to your own pace.
    Its just difficult to make words come out of your mouth just like that.
    Who but you yourself makes the decision.
    No one but you.
    Definitely its not easy, cause you will never know what the decision brings.
    And that is how i feel now also.
    As time pass, the stress to continue walking on is very difficult.
    Its not just saying it only, but also doing it is the difficult part.
    I will never know what to do, what to say or even where to go.
    Dryness in my spirit is definitely not helping a single bit.
    Its more like the renewing of the spirit which i need in my life to continue walking on in life.
    If not my life will just stay stagnant and that will be tiring.

    *Its difficult to carry on but nonetheless only after carrying on that you will be able to know where you can go and push the boundaries of the limits*


    the musical notes which can never be erased...; 5:11 AM

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